Lately I've noticed that my two jobs and full time school load are not the most conducive when it comes to socializing. That is a an interesting situation because one of my biggest struggles is feeling left out. Granted, I do recognize the need for community. God built us to be a body, not an ant farm. But even outside of that I feel down on myself more than I should often times. I'm so busy that it is to a point where people don't invite me to events because they think I won't show up anyways. So now I barely get invited to things, and the things I get invited to are during work or school hours where as the things that I don't get invited to I am free...
God has been rocking in my life that He is sufficient, but He did also build us for community. Where is the line between the need to socialize and the unhealthy desire to?
Lord, help me.
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